Hi.. Long time never blog in blogspot already.. because currently write in my new blog call wordpress. Today will be my final blog in here, after that leave it for exhibition but i still link between my new wordpress and blogger. After my final exam, everything changes.... change badly... Every week of my story more and more interesting... In my life, everything hope to success, but end out everything failure.. Going any where, people scolding me stupid.. I think i am the world most stupid person.... A stupid person have this stupid words because too trust people everything agree... First, let people puke, second even know that salary is low, because of it few words.. go back and help.. at the end, do like hell... hiya... People ask me, why i am study IT go work with not related to it some more everything work those that need to carry or see people face job... I reply i don't know.... actually is everything too "trust" people...
Sign Off

I have no goal any more. Everything of my life changes!!!!

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MERRY X'MAS !!!
2008

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Just reach home,so boring nothing to do, then blog lor..hahaha...Today, is dam a hot day. But just now got rain a few min lol.. Like a water pour down from the roof top to the bottom like that only... So boring lei..hiya.. Today first December already, another year going to end soon.. Only can describle a word, FAST!! Time really pass very fast lor...zzz... Christmas coming soon liao, don't know got any event for me anot or a lonely chirstmas...

Still got one week, after that is school holiday... yeah!! Eight Weeks of school going finish... but still don't know what teacher teaching for Advance CCNA 3 and 4... hahahaha.... Then for System Admin, can say that only a few.. Lol... Still thinking how i going to take exam.... Lol.... Good Luck for myself :)

so boring boring boring

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
CHUA BING YEE
蔡秉山义
(myself)

My 20th Birthday.. Wish that there will be peace and stay happily…

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Everything going to end soon in this short term 6 months!!
Happy, Enjoy, Sadness, Anger, Fun will be remember.....
Friendship will stay always!!!

Twenty years of fun is over....
The road was just starting...
Every step of road will be more and more difficult....
Every road is a challenge and learning system for us...

Human Created is to loved, care, help and think of each others just like Mammal did....
But Human did not do that...
Human become more and more selfish...
Human never think of any consequences before act on it....
Human betray Human is just to protect themselves to survive they never think of others...

good luck

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Today after school, take MRT back to Outram after that walk home... While at MRT and walking home, my mind is running alot of things.. Feel like my temper going to blow up any time, but still don't know when going to blow soon... sian... Don't know what happen... I got another thing is that, first i thought i unable to communicate with age smaller then me, but i am wrong... Since i when for a event i able to communicate with other that age smaller or greater then me. We have fun and joke around some more is different courses and they share their courses. Even though, they are from different school but we able chit-chat. But one thing i don't understand is that WHY i can't communicate with my own classmate which smaller then me... Izzit because of my personality or i am not a gamer... Sometime i also think that i really a failure for everything. Nothing can do better no matter is study (need people help me at the back end), sport (can't play or run well), gaming (don't know how to play popular game or people say that game, i don't know anything) , even helping ( make things more worst). Is just a completely failure, only know how to say or talk stupid joke..

Really a dam failure...

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